Holiday!!!

whee~~~~ everyone loves holiday just like me! i'll be having holiday til sept... it's kinda too long but it's awesome!!! christmas was yesterday! met up with mah swted bananas... tis year's christmas was fun... get to go caroling with a few friends of mine... I'm looking forward for the malacca trip and new year countdown as well... what a great way to end 2010... =)

if....

if i die young,
bury me inside,
lay me down on a bed of $$$,
sink me in the river at dawn,
send away with the words of owl city's song...

This post is dedicated to someone special... =)

Happy Birthday to you~~~
Happy Birthday to you~~~
Happy Birthday to Julian Gan~~~
Happy Birthday to you (pro chinyonce ending)~~~

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY JULIAN GAN!!!!! =) =) =)
So fast time passes by. Still remember the surprise party at your house last year?? And also the frame we made for you??? Feels like so yesterday... Unfortunately, we won't be able to celebrate your special day with you cause you're in New Zealand. But no worries, there's always the next birthday to look forward to. HAHAHAHAHAH.
Oh well, I hope you'll enjoy yourself over there. Go out and have some fun with your friends. =) I can see that you had became more mature than before. Well done!! Studying abroad might be lonely but it's worth for those experiences. Stay optimistic! I believe you'll do well in future. Wish you all the best!! I'm done nagging here... teehee... Take good care of yourself and hopefully I get to see you soon!!! WE MIZZZ YOUUUUUUUUUUUU and will always be here for you!! =3

The Power of Words...

Adam Young had recorded this song recently... Even though i'm not a Christian... The lyrics of this song really moved me to tears... Do check it out when you have the time... =)



In Christ Alone:

In Christ alone, my hope is found

He is my light, my strength, my song

This cornerstone, this solid ground

Firm through the fiercest drought and storm

What heights of love, what depths of peace

When fears are stilled, when strivings cease

My comforter, my all-in-all

Here in the love of Christ I stand

There in the ground His body lay

Light of the world by darkness slain

Then bursting forth in glorious day

Up from the grave He rose again!
And as He stands in victory

Sin’s curse has lost its grip on me

For I am His and He is mine

Bought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt in life, no fear in death

This is the power of Christ in me

From life’s first cry to final breath

Jesus commands my destiny

No power of hell, no scheme of man

Can ever pluck me from His hand

Till He returns or calls me home

Here in the power of Christ I’ll stand

Songs that will calm you down instantly... =)

well... these songs will really change my mood instantly... it's pretty effective whenever i'm really stressed out... @@ right now... i'm like addicted to Sky Sailing (pls google it if u don't what on earth that is -.-) hope u'll enjoy em too!!! =)

(PS: if u loathe my playlist... just bear with it... after all... it's a fwee country!)

1) Blue and Red - Sky Sailing
2) Tennis Elbow - Sky Sailing
3) A little opera goes a long way - Sky Sailing
4) Brielle - Sky Sailing
5) Good Life - One Republic
6) Mine - Taylor Swift
7) One - Sky Ferreira
8) Worn Me Down - Rachael Yamagata
9) What If I Leave - Rachael Yamagata
10) Going The Distance - Darryl Chin

Do you guys have any new awesome songs to share with mua?? I need to update my playlist... =)

Emotional Breakdown...

since i haven been blogging for ages... let's talk bout my current situation...

same time... same situation as last year... i'm having emotional breakdown... gosh... i'll have panic attacks frequently and end up in tears thinking bout the exam in nov... n worst case is being unable to sleep at nite... having migrain n all sorts... OMG!!! I'm soooooooo stressed n sooooooooooo fcking scared!!!! gahhhhh!!!! i hate the silence at night... it's too quiet n lonely... gosh... T_________________T

hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day...

STOP IT!!!!!!!!

i beg of you people!!! stop leaving comments in chinese... i dun fcking noe how to read... i wonder y u ppl is so damn free to leave useless comments on my blog... please leave me alone!!!!!

randomness of the month of August

hello august....

time passes buy like a freaking bullet train...
i suddenly thought of my birthday last year....
where i have all my friends celebrating with me...
but unfortunately most of them leave for their studies...
looks like it's gonna be a lonely bday this year...
plus it's another month closer to exam...
god loves me...

anticipating....

OMG!!!! cant wait to watch Eclipse and Despicable Me!!!! =D =D =D July is an awesome month.... =D

Farewell speech

I think u guys might think this post is damn random... I apologize for not doing better in my farewell speech during the lunch... well... I'm not really a speech person... so here goes...

Chester Chin (the awesome editor / future pro journalist):

It's been great knowing you! Thank you for bringing great music into my life... Your blog is awesome!!!! Keep writing!!! I believe you'll be a great journalist in future!!! XoXo... You know you love me... *winks

Kang Wee Sheong (the maths pro / storm warrior):

Yo tai ko!!! You had been a great friend to me... Thank you for lending me ur Stephen Chow's collection! XD Next time v go l4d togayder k! LoL <-- ( PS: Dun use tis word in every sentence in ur text la...)

Nigel (the cun & awesome lawyer-to-be):

Hey babe!!! OMG!!! I dunno wat to say... I've known you for almost 4 years... You know I lurve ya! XD I believe you'll be an awesome lawyer!!! Have fun in HELP with ah leng... I'll c ya (god knows when)... Muaks!!!!!!!

Hui Leng (the hot chick):

Although I don't really get to talk to you much... But you're cool, smart n hot!! Wish you all the best and keep in touch... =D

Gayathiri (the royal princess):

My highness!!! I'll miss you a lot... I forgot what course u wana do in HELP... whatever it is... I hope you'll do well in future... =D (PS: Good luck in ur 'alagan' searching)

Komathi (the cutie pie ^^):

Haha! I always think you have what it takes to be a doctor... Hopefully you'll be one... Then can gimme discount when I go to your clinic... =D swted me...-.-'' All the best k! Luv ya! =D

Maddie (the girl next door):

Hey there! I admire you a lot since high school... haha... sound freakee... But i'm butt serious! You're smart, pretty and fun... Everyone loves to hang out with you! Stay cool and all the best in your future undertakings... (PS: Do invite me to your wedding in future... *ahem* Gavin... XD)

Kim (the paparazzi):

Yo hommie! It's been great knowing you... All the best in ur future... keep in touch... *hugz


Yings (the most pro ah beng alive!):

Ah phang a... I know u'll think tis post's damn sien n standard... but i still wanna thank you! Thank you for being my driver! XD and also... thanks to you... I had become more open minded ( *ahem ... u noe la... all ur insults or watsoever... -.-) Wish you all the best in ur a levels... I know u sure can get straight A's... Show your college mates that STPM leavers are pro... XD

Grace (the hawt mama):

Hey grace! Thank you for always being there for me during my ups and downs... You're really a wonderful person and caring person... I appreciate our friendship a lot... You're like a gift frm god to me... to help me through all the hardships... I;ll miss you a lot when you leave for UTAR... (sob sob)... I wish you the very best! Keep in touch k! Friends forever... *hugz hugz....

Kman (the sweetie):

My lil sis!! You have been very kind and caring to me... I really appreciate that... I'll miss all the swted times v had been together... Hahahah! Wish you all the best in your journey of becoming a nurse... it's not easy... and if you're really stressed out and need someone to talk to at times... don't hesitate to call me... I'm always here for ya... (PS: Please work on ur driving... don't let ur license go down the drain! XD)

Roy :

Aiyo Roy... Don't always be emo cause of girls la... Like Jer said... There're plenty of fish in the sea... You'll definitely the perfect one someday... XD All the best in KTAR... I bet you'll be outstanding there... cause ur england is better.... hahahahahhahahha.... Take k and keep in touch...

Jeremy (the buNny):

All ur complisults had made me a tougher person... hahah... thanks a lot for teaching me cs... i'm pro now... XD don't DoTa too much in college or else you'll GG.com... All the best in your studies and have fun with Roy... take k and keep in touch... (PS: Do show me ur pro drumming skills next time... =D)

Julian Theseira< (the pro):

I'm proud to have you as my friend... You had always been the leader... giving advises that change perspectives of my life... You'll make a fine politician in future... All the best in your future undertakings... Take care and keep in touch via fb or google gp... =D

Julian Gan (the swted banana):

My swted lil bro... I'm really happy for you cause you get to do your desired course in New Zea land... I'm really jealous... @.@ You had always been very generous and farnee!!! It's really fun hanging out with you!!! OMG!!! I won't be able to see you often once you start your course... T.T I'll miss you a lot... I wish you the very best of luck... Take care of yourself and do email me sometimes... Don't forget your big sis when you had become an outstanding psychologist... =)

That's all for now... hope you guys won't mind my england...
(PS: Pls click on the ad if u c any.... *winks winks)

disastrous outin at mid valley

well... the outing at mid valley last wed was disastrous.... sucky n swted movie-> 'daybreaker'... it's a waste of time n money.... but luckily the main actor is kinda hot... so i guess tat's fine... XD the other details i'll just let it be... after the movie... a few of us (nig, julz, jer, myself n matt) went to play l4d 2.... i suddenly became the gnome holder in the game (which is nonsense!!! u dun need the frickin gnome to finish the effin game!!!) watch out jeremy n julian gan! y'all pay for tis.... i was fooled the whole time.... wtf! the worst is some1 watched me play (holding the gnome throughout the game) n laughed his ass off! damn effin embarrassing!!!!! i wont appear in blitz anymore!!!!!!

3 days till D-day!!!

I MISS SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! VERY MUCH...

don't know why... after i started working for like about a month... i miss school a lot... weird... i miss those gossip/back-stabbing times wit mah hommies... T.T miss the school library n class trips... (i bet nigel misses em too!!) n also all the spontaneous trips n random hse visiting... n the most ridiculous is... i actually miss maths tuition.... hahahahha.... wth... @.@

btw... i've discovered sumtin new! i can actually use wireless n my dad's place... XD F.O.C!!!! FACEBOOK!!! yeehaw! i can cont with mah restaurant city n farmville... =D

bought wuthering heights bout two weeks ago... just started a few page... @.@ the eng is so deep... had hard time understanding... (u guys should noe how pro my england is...) i've to finish it no matter what... cause the book costs like 29.90!

3 days till D-day... ='(

tik tok

omg... time passes by really fast... christmas.... new year and cny passes by in a blink of eye... and today is the 7th day of cny according to the chinese lunar calendar n bla... i was invited to ah sheong's cny pot luck... i've just heard the most shocking news ever!!! stpm results' coming out on the 25th of feb!!!!!!!

wtffffffffffffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*gasp in horror*

*squeals worse than a bimbo*

i'm so not prepared.... as in mentally prepared... n so are some of you im sure... T.T it's too sudden... sometimes my heartbeat races when i think about getting my friggin results...
enough of the ranting.... hahah...

i'm at jg's hse... using his internet while the others watch four Christmases.... @.@
v watched paranormal activity too... it's kinda . . . speechless... doesnt really make sense... i actually fell asleep... like literally fell asleep on the couch halfway during the movie... =.=''' until his dad like opened the door.... ahhahah... embarassing... @.@

today's hse visitations were fun... got food n angpau!!! n get to meet pn lim, pn chia, adeline n others... haven seen them in ages...

well.... starting work on mon.... hate kumon but i gotta work for the sake of earning some pocket money.... ='(

cant wait to move in to my new hse... =D

n cant wait to go back to studies...

time is ticking...

ll b bac...